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Intro

I felt your absence,
You said you're confused.

I'll wait for you,
Just to be your muse.

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I tried to sleep at half past 3.
But all I could think of was what we could be.

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"I love you", you said to me,
"I am sorry", you said to me.

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We tried to turn back the pages,
but it wasn't the same.
For the stories have been written,
though it was just a game.

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Temporary distractions,
creates misconception,
no satisfaction.

Miss our interactions.

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How did we love so hard, so fast.
Then let it all fall into nothingness,
Within one winter.

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Our arms locked in a tight embrace,
But your heart, miles away.

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Two lost souls underneath the cover,
Both broken one way or another.

This night pining for their own lover,
didn't want to be a smothering partner.

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Guess you found your reason,
On why you couldn't see.

The future which you promised me,
Those dreams I choose to believe.

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Eyes closed, thoughts are racing.
All that chasing, cannot save the dying.

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It seems like when I wake,
I no longer feel the sun on my skin.
Or the glow the morning brings.

Because when you left,
You took the joy out of my dreams,
And the girl who believed,
Didn't want to anymore.

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I waited to hear from you.
Days without any clues.

Though deep down I knew,
You had chosen to be cruel.

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Maybe someday,
You'll read what I wrote.
Felt what I felt,
And realise how deep
I had fallen because of you.

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Please come back soon, love
Saw your eyes in another.
Trying hard not to feel special,
Afraid I'll forget your wonder.

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She loved everyone
In the middle of it all
She forgot
Herself

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At the end of this trying day
When the mask comes off her face,
All she wanted was her date,
Forget the world in his embrace.

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Heart-wrenching to see
Her clenching those teeth.

To walk with pretend glee,
Only misery beneath.

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It's scary how thoughts can manifest,
Especially when negavity possessed.
Address these unease in your chest,
And try avoid that leap at best.

As silent fears that goes unchecked,
Will hurt not just you but the rest.
So pray you remember my request,
Protect me from unjust neglect.

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She seemed fine,
When it should have torn her apart.
Supposed to have shredded her heart.

She seemed fine,
And frankly that is the scariest part,
For pretending was getting too hard.

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I can tell it's the morning
Though my eyes are still closed
Thoughts of you are forming
Can't stop the tears from flowing.

You choose to be a memory
A decision made without me
Neither fight nor will to fix this
Am finding that hard to forgive.

I can tell it's the morning
Can't stop my tears from flowing

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Dreamt the most wonderful dream,
Of cuddles, love and kisses.
But it was,
Just a dream.

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This odd stillness
The uncomfortable silence
Time that never seem to pass
Lost purpose, numb thoughts

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We danced around broken glass
Pretending we never happened
That the attraction we used to have
Were nightmares meant to be forgotten

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But life is all about love,
And if we hold them a hostage,
Are we really living at all?

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Eating but not tasting,
Seeing but not watching,
Sleeping but not resting,
Alive but not living.

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They come in waves,
When I least expect it.
Though it is just a phase,
Missing you, caged like a slave.

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Thought I had the world,
Your anticipated grin.
Walked towards the bed,
Nothing but lingerie.

Thought I had the world,
Your hand out stretched.
Running to reach them,
Fingers intertwined.

Thought I had the world,
But then your voice said.
We weren't working out.
World crumbled.